I think I have Paranoid Disorder?

Don't attempt suicide anymore, you have to promise. That is exactly what "they" would want, right? Don't give them the satisfaction. Who are "they?" They are those people you mentioned that don't like the way you look or talk. Killing a person is wrong whether it is yourself or anyone else. I too am paranoid if misery loves company. The good thing about it is that it goes away. Only paranoid every once in awhile. It, for me, is brought on by boredom and sadness and depression which for me lead to more paranoia than usual. Best to stay busy, don't get bored because if you get bored you'll get sad, then you will become paranoid, if you are anything like me. At 14 there is to much to live for: a wife, consumation, children, own home, lucrative career, and so on. Please, please, please do not even THINK about harming yourself and good luck!!!